JEFFREY MARX
BETA FIPPEL
It's Beta writing from the fuuuuuuture... It's a year later and Brian and I are up to our old tricks. We're doing the Master Cleanse again. Check our progress here: http://bethbrianmastercleanse.wordpress.com/
And now, back to my final post from last year:
I've really been phoning it in, Master-Cleanse-Blog-wise for the past few days, but I will now share what the Cleanse has meant to me. In list form (in the interest of continuing to phone it in):
-It got so easy to do after Day 5 that I might even try a longer Cleanse next year. I would definitely not do it more than once a year. And I will not do it again during a time when I have a weekend trip planned.
-I can have fun at a crazy drunken party while completely sober. This will come in handy during my next career as a rapist.
-Since the Cleanse, I still have the same impulses to buy unhealthy foods, but I have yet to act on the impulses, which I would have done before the Cleanse. I'm not going to waste putting myself through 2 weeks of misery by gaining all of the weight back, damn it!
-The not eating aspect of the Cleanse is not the worst part at all. Worst parts include the salt water flush, making the "lemonade", the first two days of OJ and broth after ending the cleanse, not being able to just go out for dinner/drinks (socially speaking), and trying to justify doing the cleanse to other people.
-I lost about 13.5 pounds, and hopefully I can keep off 10 of them and then lose about 20 more through diet and exercise. I'll probably be posting about that on my other blog-- poopingatwork.blogspot.com (unfortunately, I had to make it private due to the sensitive nature of some of the posts).
BRIAN KENNEDY
This morning I woke up and had my first solid BM in two weeks. And with that, the Cleanse is officially over. For my closing post, I am pretending to interview myself at my neighborhood coffee shop, over a toasted bagel with butter and coffee. Sweet, sweet coffee.
Hi, you must be Brian. Thanks so much for agreeing to do this.
No problem. [Pointing to bagel.] You're paying for this, right?
You're funny. And cute!
Please, let's keep this on a purely professional level. You're too young for me anyhow.
Right. So are glad the Cleanse is over?
Duh.
What was the hardest part for you?
Besides not eating for 10 days? Well, on the weekdays the hardest part was being at work, wishing that I was fasting in the comfort of my own home. On the weekends the hardest part was being at home, wishing that I had work as a distraction.
What has the Cleanse taught you?
That food often equals happiness for me. That it's possible for me to stay sober for over 10 days. And that there will always be poop in my butt.
Yes, about that. You often blogged about pooping and "pissing out of your ass." Aren't you afraid of alienating people by blogging about something so personal and disgusting?
That is why I don't have a boyfriend.
What did you gain from doing the Cleanse?
Nothing. I lost 10 pounds.
Well, you look like you gained at least 5 of those back after just one day of eating again. Is that 3 Musketeers I smell on your breath?
Fuck you. I don't care about my weight anyway.
Then why do you keep looking at yourself in the mirror?
Bitch please, I was always looking at myself in the mirror before I went on the Cleanse. I'm very self-obsessed like that.
So the Cleanse hasn't changed you at all?
I feel like it has changed me, at least temporarily. I have a lot more energy than I used to. And I have a much better, more positive outlook on life. I hope neither of those change. I know that they are both related to how I eat. And while I don't plan on becoming a health food Nazi, I do plan to keep a closer watch on my junk food intake. In connection to that, I've made it my goal to start cooking for myself more often. Real meals. Not just plain pasta noodles or a bowl of cereal for dinner anymore.
So you don't regret doing the Cleanse?
Not at all. I am very proud of myself. I feel like I met all my goals for this experiment.
Would you ever do it again?
Only after Father Time has sufficiently erased the horrid memories of the pain and anguish that I endured... so no, probably never.
Any advice for someone who's interested in trying the Cleanse?
Don't.
Final thoughts?
Never take your ability to eat for granted.
Great interview. So, can I take you home now?
Fine. But handies only.
THE MOTHER-LOVING END!
Thanks so much for sticking with me these past 2 weeks, dear readers. From here on out you can catch me at my less poop-centric, daily blog over here. Thanks again and good luck to anyone crazy enough to try the Cleanse!
xoxo,
Brian
DAN FRIEDMAN
What did I learn from the cleanse? I learned that even though it always feels as if there's something wrong with my body anyway, that's not a good reason to purposefully sabotage it. I learned that even though some of my friends think it's easy for me to quit things willy-nilly, I actually really torture myself over it, and I really shouldn't. I learned that I didn't really need to do the cleanse. Not that I couldn't stand to lose the weight, or even flushing out my bowels; both of those things might be good for me, or at least not bad. The real problem for me is that the cleanse is about a sweeping life change, and I just don't want a sweeping life change right now.
The cleanse--or quitting the cleanse after two and a half days--has, in fact, given me some healthy perspective. Quitting it, and feeling so good, both mentally and physically, about definitively deciding to quit it, has made me realize that I've been slowly but surely but slowly changing my life for the last year.
It was just over a year ago that I was single, jobless, and mired in the worst depression of my life. This was followed, a few months later, by one of my friends finally succumbing to the cancer that had been plaguing him for two years. But out of all this, I got into therapy, entered into a healthy, long-term relationship, decided to apply to grad school, and got my very own sweet little puppy. I may still be unemployed, but I'm at least working harder toward ending that: I've spent a significant amount of time writing on eight out of the last eleven days.
When I tried to do the cleanse just three and a half months ago, I think it would have been more helpful. But as it stands now, I'm relatively happy in my life... it could still use plenty of improvement, but I'm content to have that change continue at its current pace. Sorry to mire this blog down by not being particularly funny, but this post asked me to consider my final thoughts, and it made me feel kind of somber and contemplative.
I'm happy the cleanse worked out so well for my friends. And, in the end, it worked out well for me, too. Having been forced to reflect on what this meant to me, I've realized that I'm "on the right track." Post it.
XOXO,
Dan Friedman
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Friday, November 9, 2007
Breaking the Fast, Day Three.
BETA FIPPEL
11:47am - Yesterday, after my broth and OJ, I stuck to OJ until Butthill bought me some delicious vegetable soup after improv practice. This morning/afternoon I'm eating overpriced fruit and the only thing that could make it taste better is if it was stolen. Tonight I'll be heading over to my sister's place for some more adventurous food (lentils or tofu maybe???), so we'll see how that goes.
BRIAN KENNEDY
9:12am - I woke up this morning feeling just fine. So far, there have been no unwanted side effects from last night's salad/beer binge. I am also happy to report that today I will not be wasting any of my precious time squeezing lemons, limes or oranges. However, I will still be late to work. It's comforting to know that some things never change. Oh, and I just realized that it's been almost 48 hours since my last BM. Normally this would be a cause for concern. But today, it's a cause for celebration. Woo-Hoo!
2:51pm - Went back to chewing gum today. Orbit's Wintermint. It tastes like Christmas in my mouth.
1:36am - Tonight was the night that I had been waiting 2 Cleanse-obsessed weeks for. Through my work I was invited to go to a fancy-pants benefit dinner. It was like a wedding reception, except instead of relatives, the room was filled with rich doctors and their sequined-jacket-wearing wives, neither of whom I was forced to talk to. No, I was just there for the free food and free alcohol, both of which I consumed copious amounts of.
Round One: Appetizers. Penne alla vodka. Fried calamari. Grilled eggplant, zucchini and squash. Rosted Red peppers. Rice and beans. 2 glasses of red wine.
Round Two: Main Course. Smoked salmon. Green beans with butter, cranberries and walnuts. Two gin & tonics.
Round Three: Dessert. One strawberry dipped in chocolate. One bite-sized shortbread cookie. One cup of coffee.
Actually, considering the way I usually eat when free food is laid before me, I showed quite a bit of restraint tonight. I played it safe and stayed away from all meat and heavier bread-like products. I ate small, reasonable portions. I stopped eating my main course when I felt full. And I really held back on desserts. I didn't even stick around for the cake to be served! I guess for me the Cleanse was sort of like getting gastric bypass surgery. Instead of eating like this, I now eat like this. Let's just hope that everything comes out in a normal, civilized fashion tomorrow.
11:47am - Yesterday, after my broth and OJ, I stuck to OJ until Butthill bought me some delicious vegetable soup after improv practice. This morning/afternoon I'm eating overpriced fruit and the only thing that could make it taste better is if it was stolen. Tonight I'll be heading over to my sister's place for some more adventurous food (lentils or tofu maybe???), so we'll see how that goes.
BRIAN KENNEDY
9:12am - I woke up this morning feeling just fine. So far, there have been no unwanted side effects from last night's salad/beer binge. I am also happy to report that today I will not be wasting any of my precious time squeezing lemons, limes or oranges. However, I will still be late to work. It's comforting to know that some things never change. Oh, and I just realized that it's been almost 48 hours since my last BM. Normally this would be a cause for concern. But today, it's a cause for celebration. Woo-Hoo!
2:51pm - Went back to chewing gum today. Orbit's Wintermint. It tastes like Christmas in my mouth.
1:36am - Tonight was the night that I had been waiting 2 Cleanse-obsessed weeks for. Through my work I was invited to go to a fancy-pants benefit dinner. It was like a wedding reception, except instead of relatives, the room was filled with rich doctors and their sequined-jacket-wearing wives, neither of whom I was forced to talk to. No, I was just there for the free food and free alcohol, both of which I consumed copious amounts of.
Round One: Appetizers. Penne alla vodka. Fried calamari. Grilled eggplant, zucchini and squash. Rosted Red peppers. Rice and beans. 2 glasses of red wine.
Round Two: Main Course. Smoked salmon. Green beans with butter, cranberries and walnuts. Two gin & tonics.
Round Three: Dessert. One strawberry dipped in chocolate. One bite-sized shortbread cookie. One cup of coffee.
Actually, considering the way I usually eat when free food is laid before me, I showed quite a bit of restraint tonight. I played it safe and stayed away from all meat and heavier bread-like products. I ate small, reasonable portions. I stopped eating my main course when I felt full. And I really held back on desserts. I didn't even stick around for the cake to be served! I guess for me the Cleanse was sort of like getting gastric bypass surgery. Instead of eating like this, I now eat like this. Let's just hope that everything comes out in a normal, civilized fashion tomorrow.
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Breaking the Fast, Day Two.
JEFFREY MARX
8:15pm - Tonight, I am readying for my webcam conversation with Ram Dass. I'm very interested/excited/nervous about it. The nervous part comes from having to use the webcam. I'm not very tech savvy with those things. All poop was perfect today. Barring any further complications, I will not be back on The Master Cleanse Blog...I will be here.
BETA FIPPEL
2:01pm - Brian was right. Broth is the most delicious thing ever! Yesterday was a little rough. By the end of the day, having had only a few servings of OJ, I was feeling pretty crappy. Brian and I did a 5 minute improv set during which it seemed like we were on a 10 second delay. Very slow. For me, it was mostly because I felt like I was going to faint the whole time. Now I'm starting my day off (yes, I just woke up--sure is sweet to be part-time again) with some really good store-bought broth. I couldn't find any low-sodium broth, so I'm hoping my body doesn't think this is the salt-water flush.
BRIAN KENNEDY
9:05am - This morning I am all set to go. I won't be back home until the wee hours of the night, so I must carry all my provision with me. I feel like I'm loading up the wagon, getting ready for my travels down the Oregon Trail. I have my fresh squeezed o.j. for breakfast. Broth for lunch. Broth for dinner. And a small zip lock baggie full of veggies. Yes, that's right, tonight I am going to attempt to return to solids. I'm actually a little scared. What happens if I die? Not only do I have to worry about cholera, rattlesnake bites, and Indians burning down my wagon... but what if my body rejects solid foods? If I do die, I want my tombstone to read: "Here lies Brian. He survived dysentery, but not a carrot stick."
2:55pm - OMG. I just ate. Food, not liquid. A few slices of red and green pepper, and I'm quickly moving on to the carrot sticks. It's hard to describe what it feels like to be eating again. I sort of had to retrain my mouth on how to chew. It seems very surreal. And honestly, it's a bit of a let down. I half expected blinding rays of light and a chorus of heavenly angels after my first bite. But so far, nothing magical has happened.
3:45pm - I should not have fed the beast. No stomach problems as of yet… just more hunger. They say that after you finish the cleanse your body resets itself, and you should be craving healthier, more natural foods. Right now, I am craving everything. I just have to be patient and wait. I had my small bag of veggies for a snack, and for dinner… I might try a banana. When, oh when, does this get easier again?
1:40am - Tonight, I tempted fate. After rehearsal Beta and I went out with two of our teammates to ye old sports bar. Normally at ye old sports bar I like to indulge in something fried and greasy, like chicken fingers, mozzarella sticks or fries. Obviously, my body is not ready for any of those delicious delectables yet, so instead I settled on a very disappointing $9 plate of romaine lettuce with parmesan cheese and cesar dressing. The only satisfying part of the salad was the croutons, but I only allowed myself to eat three, as eating bread products is a big step that I want to ease into. I probably would have been happier without ordering any food, but old habits die hard and I really wanted a beer. I figured it wasn't a good idea to drink on 10 day empty stomach. My secondary reason for getting a beer (my primary being that I'm a lush) was in the name of research. Tomorrow night I have a work benefit dinner to go to and there is going to be FREE alcohol. So tonight was sort of my test drive, which I passed and with a much higher score than my actual drivers license test. I had expected to blackout after half a beer, but I actually didn't even feel drunk. Just nice and buzzed. And warm. And tingly. Okay, so maybe I was a little drunk. Good god, has it's been so long that I've forgotten what being drunk feels like? What sort of world am I living in?
8:15pm - Tonight, I am readying for my webcam conversation with Ram Dass. I'm very interested/excited/nervous about it. The nervous part comes from having to use the webcam. I'm not very tech savvy with those things. All poop was perfect today. Barring any further complications, I will not be back on The Master Cleanse Blog...I will be here.
BETA FIPPEL
2:01pm - Brian was right. Broth is the most delicious thing ever! Yesterday was a little rough. By the end of the day, having had only a few servings of OJ, I was feeling pretty crappy. Brian and I did a 5 minute improv set during which it seemed like we were on a 10 second delay. Very slow. For me, it was mostly because I felt like I was going to faint the whole time. Now I'm starting my day off (yes, I just woke up--sure is sweet to be part-time again) with some really good store-bought broth. I couldn't find any low-sodium broth, so I'm hoping my body doesn't think this is the salt-water flush.
BRIAN KENNEDY
9:05am - This morning I am all set to go. I won't be back home until the wee hours of the night, so I must carry all my provision with me. I feel like I'm loading up the wagon, getting ready for my travels down the Oregon Trail. I have my fresh squeezed o.j. for breakfast. Broth for lunch. Broth for dinner. And a small zip lock baggie full of veggies. Yes, that's right, tonight I am going to attempt to return to solids. I'm actually a little scared. What happens if I die? Not only do I have to worry about cholera, rattlesnake bites, and Indians burning down my wagon... but what if my body rejects solid foods? If I do die, I want my tombstone to read: "Here lies Brian. He survived dysentery, but not a carrot stick."
2:55pm - OMG. I just ate. Food, not liquid. A few slices of red and green pepper, and I'm quickly moving on to the carrot sticks. It's hard to describe what it feels like to be eating again. I sort of had to retrain my mouth on how to chew. It seems very surreal. And honestly, it's a bit of a let down. I half expected blinding rays of light and a chorus of heavenly angels after my first bite. But so far, nothing magical has happened.
3:45pm - I should not have fed the beast. No stomach problems as of yet… just more hunger. They say that after you finish the cleanse your body resets itself, and you should be craving healthier, more natural foods. Right now, I am craving everything. I just have to be patient and wait. I had my small bag of veggies for a snack, and for dinner… I might try a banana. When, oh when, does this get easier again?
1:40am - Tonight, I tempted fate. After rehearsal Beta and I went out with two of our teammates to ye old sports bar. Normally at ye old sports bar I like to indulge in something fried and greasy, like chicken fingers, mozzarella sticks or fries. Obviously, my body is not ready for any of those delicious delectables yet, so instead I settled on a very disappointing $9 plate of romaine lettuce with parmesan cheese and cesar dressing. The only satisfying part of the salad was the croutons, but I only allowed myself to eat three, as eating bread products is a big step that I want to ease into. I probably would have been happier without ordering any food, but old habits die hard and I really wanted a beer. I figured it wasn't a good idea to drink on 10 day empty stomach. My secondary reason for getting a beer (my primary being that I'm a lush) was in the name of research. Tomorrow night I have a work benefit dinner to go to and there is going to be FREE alcohol. So tonight was sort of my test drive, which I passed and with a much higher score than my actual drivers license test. I had expected to blackout after half a beer, but I actually didn't even feel drunk. Just nice and buzzed. And warm. And tingly. Okay, so maybe I was a little drunk. Good god, has it's been so long that I've forgotten what being drunk feels like? What sort of world am I living in?
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Breaking the Fast, Day One.
JEFFREY MARX
7:45pm - So, I am freaking out that I didn't do this Probiotical stuff. My digestion isn't quite back to normal and I feel a little light-headed if I am not eating at certain times. It sort of feels like how my mom describes her diabetes/low-blood sugar "spells". Did I fuck myself up? In other news, the taste of a salad and cantaloupe is much more preferable than a cheeseburger and Jack Daniels. Strange.
BETA FIPPEL
9:55am - I woke up this morning and had (hopefully) one of my last experiences of peeing from the butt. Now I'm at work getting ready to dilute my orange juice (I'm drinking OJ from concentrate rather than fresh-squeezed--hopefully it won't ruin the Cleanse) and take the probiotics that Brian was kind enough to give me last night. Speaking of probiotics, the bottle Brian gave me has two stickers on it. One says "Refrigerate" and the other says "To be taken rectally." Luckily Brian told me that I only really had to do the former. Also, there's been some confusion about what probiotics are, so I'll share my oversimplified explanation. Probiotics provide the "good" bacteria that helps with various body functions (most notably, digestion). Foods like yogurt do the same, but since we're supposed to be avoiding dairy, it's rectal pills all the way!
1:47pm - I'm dying of hunger! Help! If only I had some delicious "Lemonade" to help stave off the hunger...
BRIAN KENNEDY
8:01am - According to the book it takes 3 days to break the fast. I've decided to keep blogging on here until the fast is officially over and the new me emerges from it's cocoon of starvation, like a beautiful, emaciated butterfly. Let me start by noting that I lost 10 pounds on this cleanse. And honest to god, I hope to gain it all back. Right now I look like I've been doing extra work on the set of Schindler's List. It's not very becoming.
In order to break the fast, and gain some weight back, the book suggest the following eating schedule for the next 3 days:
Day 1: Fresh squeezed orange juice, cut with water, all day long.
Day 2: O.J. for breakfast, homemade vegetable soup (broth only) for lunch, vegetable soup (broth and veggies) for dinner.
Day 3: O.J. for breakfast, soup for lunch, small salad for dinner.
Kind of disappointing, right? It feels like my mind has tricked my body by promising it that the cleanse will be over today, when really I don't get any solids for another 2 days. This subject of breaking the cleanse is a bit of a hot topic on the online forum that I've been browsing. Of course if you go back to solids and pig out too soon, you body is going to get sick. But many people state that the suggested method for breaking the cleanse takes things a little too cautiously. I myself am hoping to speed up the process a bit, as I have a benefit dinner for work to go to on Friday. And if there's endless free food, I'll be damned if all I'm gonna eat is a salad. Of course, I will be careful and listen to my body. I remember one time in high school when I fasted for a day (for some "End World Hunger" bullshit.) The next morning when I woke up I proceed to drink a glass of cranberry juice and then immediately barf all over the place. I got to take the day off from school, which was great, but I also remember my mom getting really mad at me. Today I plan to slowly sip my O.J., but for dinner I might try to introduce some broth into my system. If I vomit, at least there won't be anyone there to yell at me.
9:33am - Instead of my hands smelling like lemons today, they smell like oranges. What a refreshing change!
3:23pm - Just finished my second helping of O.J. for the day. It's like a refreshing citrus party in my mouth, and thankfully, no one invited the cayenne pepper. I'm still not hungry, but I have been constantly thinking about food all day. I wish I had a time machine.I would set it for Friday afternoon. My coworker is eating french fries again, and while I know I can't eat one, I am tempted to suck on one. It's hard knowing that technically, the cleanse is over... yet I still can't eat anything. As a small reward, I did go to Rite Aid and purchased some cherry flavored chap stick which I have been applying liberally all day. These days, it's the little things that count.
8:37pm - After work I went to Gristedes. Never in my life had I been so excited to be shopping for groceries. In order to make my veggie broth tonight I bought carrots, mushrooms, red and green peppers, potatoes and basil. Not really sure if there was a certain way to make the "homemade broth" that the book talks about, I just chopped everything up and threw it into a pot of boiling water. I even added some sea salt and cayenne for old times' sake. Right now it smells AMAZING. Without my lemon-maple water, hunger has definitely set in. It took every last ounce of self-control not to sneak a taste while chopping. I am craving veggies like mad right now. Had I the choice between a veggie platter and a plate of french fries, I'd go for the veggies without hesitation. It makes me sad to think that when my soup is done cooking, I will have to strain the veggies and throw them out. No solids today. Heck, I'm not even supposed to be having the broth tonight. But I took my probiotics like a good little boy this morning. And the orange juice didn't seem to upset my stomach at all. So now, drinking a little bit of hot vegetable water, is a risk I'm more than willing to take.
9:12pm - I've dubbed my broth "Better Than Sex Soup." It seriously tastes like it's making love to my mouth right now. As predicted, it was hard to throw the veggies out. As soon as I dumped them in the trash can, I took the garbage out.. just to be sure that I wouldn't be tempted.
DAN FRIEDMAN
11:39am - I know that I've officially quit the cleanse over a week ago, but I just wanted to use this space to give a shout-out Beta and Brian for completing the Master Cleanse. "Congratulations, Beta and Brian!" According to Wikipedia, "a shout-out is a greeting or acknowledgment of a person, group, or organization of significance. It is often done as a sign of respect, synonymous with 'giving props.' " So, enjoy these props in a digestively responsible manner.
7:45pm - So, I am freaking out that I didn't do this Probiotical stuff. My digestion isn't quite back to normal and I feel a little light-headed if I am not eating at certain times. It sort of feels like how my mom describes her diabetes/low-blood sugar "spells". Did I fuck myself up? In other news, the taste of a salad and cantaloupe is much more preferable than a cheeseburger and Jack Daniels. Strange.
BETA FIPPEL
9:55am - I woke up this morning and had (hopefully) one of my last experiences of peeing from the butt. Now I'm at work getting ready to dilute my orange juice (I'm drinking OJ from concentrate rather than fresh-squeezed--hopefully it won't ruin the Cleanse) and take the probiotics that Brian was kind enough to give me last night. Speaking of probiotics, the bottle Brian gave me has two stickers on it. One says "Refrigerate" and the other says "To be taken rectally." Luckily Brian told me that I only really had to do the former. Also, there's been some confusion about what probiotics are, so I'll share my oversimplified explanation. Probiotics provide the "good" bacteria that helps with various body functions (most notably, digestion). Foods like yogurt do the same, but since we're supposed to be avoiding dairy, it's rectal pills all the way!
1:47pm - I'm dying of hunger! Help! If only I had some delicious "Lemonade" to help stave off the hunger...
BRIAN KENNEDY
8:01am - According to the book it takes 3 days to break the fast. I've decided to keep blogging on here until the fast is officially over and the new me emerges from it's cocoon of starvation, like a beautiful, emaciated butterfly. Let me start by noting that I lost 10 pounds on this cleanse. And honest to god, I hope to gain it all back. Right now I look like I've been doing extra work on the set of Schindler's List. It's not very becoming.
In order to break the fast, and gain some weight back, the book suggest the following eating schedule for the next 3 days:
Day 1: Fresh squeezed orange juice, cut with water, all day long.
Day 2: O.J. for breakfast, homemade vegetable soup (broth only) for lunch, vegetable soup (broth and veggies) for dinner.
Day 3: O.J. for breakfast, soup for lunch, small salad for dinner.
Kind of disappointing, right? It feels like my mind has tricked my body by promising it that the cleanse will be over today, when really I don't get any solids for another 2 days. This subject of breaking the cleanse is a bit of a hot topic on the online forum that I've been browsing. Of course if you go back to solids and pig out too soon, you body is going to get sick. But many people state that the suggested method for breaking the cleanse takes things a little too cautiously. I myself am hoping to speed up the process a bit, as I have a benefit dinner for work to go to on Friday. And if there's endless free food, I'll be damned if all I'm gonna eat is a salad. Of course, I will be careful and listen to my body. I remember one time in high school when I fasted for a day (for some "End World Hunger" bullshit.) The next morning when I woke up I proceed to drink a glass of cranberry juice and then immediately barf all over the place. I got to take the day off from school, which was great, but I also remember my mom getting really mad at me. Today I plan to slowly sip my O.J., but for dinner I might try to introduce some broth into my system. If I vomit, at least there won't be anyone there to yell at me.
9:33am - Instead of my hands smelling like lemons today, they smell like oranges. What a refreshing change!
3:23pm - Just finished my second helping of O.J. for the day. It's like a refreshing citrus party in my mouth, and thankfully, no one invited the cayenne pepper. I'm still not hungry, but I have been constantly thinking about food all day. I wish I had a time machine.I would set it for Friday afternoon. My coworker is eating french fries again, and while I know I can't eat one, I am tempted to suck on one. It's hard knowing that technically, the cleanse is over... yet I still can't eat anything. As a small reward, I did go to Rite Aid and purchased some cherry flavored chap stick which I have been applying liberally all day. These days, it's the little things that count.
8:37pm - After work I went to Gristedes. Never in my life had I been so excited to be shopping for groceries. In order to make my veggie broth tonight I bought carrots, mushrooms, red and green peppers, potatoes and basil. Not really sure if there was a certain way to make the "homemade broth" that the book talks about, I just chopped everything up and threw it into a pot of boiling water. I even added some sea salt and cayenne for old times' sake. Right now it smells AMAZING. Without my lemon-maple water, hunger has definitely set in. It took every last ounce of self-control not to sneak a taste while chopping. I am craving veggies like mad right now. Had I the choice between a veggie platter and a plate of french fries, I'd go for the veggies without hesitation. It makes me sad to think that when my soup is done cooking, I will have to strain the veggies and throw them out. No solids today. Heck, I'm not even supposed to be having the broth tonight. But I took my probiotics like a good little boy this morning. And the orange juice didn't seem to upset my stomach at all. So now, drinking a little bit of hot vegetable water, is a risk I'm more than willing to take.
9:12pm - I've dubbed my broth "Better Than Sex Soup." It seriously tastes like it's making love to my mouth right now. As predicted, it was hard to throw the veggies out. As soon as I dumped them in the trash can, I took the garbage out.. just to be sure that I wouldn't be tempted.
DAN FRIEDMAN
11:39am - I know that I've officially quit the cleanse over a week ago, but I just wanted to use this space to give a shout-out Beta and Brian for completing the Master Cleanse. "Congratulations, Beta and Brian!" According to Wikipedia, "a shout-out is a greeting or acknowledgment of a person, group, or organization of significance. It is often done as a sign of respect, synonymous with 'giving props.' " So, enjoy these props in a digestively responsible manner.
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Day Ten
JEFFREY MARX
11:05pm - Probiotics? Shit! Did I miss a step in coming off The Cleanse? I definitely feel weird "digesty stuff" happening and thought that would pan out by now. I am having a slumber party at Cody's apartment. We ate canteloupe and drank OJ. I love OJ. Tonight, in my improv show, I played a fat kid who couldn't fit inside a rollercoaster.... and the beat goes on, the beat goes on...
BETA FIPPEL
12:55pm - Mama Mia! Things sure are getting heated in the comments section of this blog. In other news, I'm not sure if you've heard, but it's the LAST DAY OF THE CLEANSE!!!! I woke up late (no work today) and did the salt water flush, which went straight through me (because I want to be just like Brian). Now I'm sitting here doing research on what I'm supposed to consume for the next few days. I really, truly cannot believe that I just did this for 10 days (almost). And that, for the most part, I was able to maintain my busy life as I normally would. Can't wait for orange juice tomorrow. For now, I'd better go buy some probiotics or something.
5:54pm - I'm about to head off to my improv class, but figured I should do a little bit of Cleanse reflection beforehand. When I get my Golden Lemon tonight at the Master Cleanse Awards show (I stole this idea from Brian, even though his entry is below mine), I'll be taking the negative anti-thanks route. I will reverse-thank the amount of time I've wasted during the past 10 days squeezing lemons. I will reverse-thank all of the people who thought it would be cute or funny to offer me lots of food to eat. And I will reverse-thank salt for making me want to die every morning for 10 days. But, like Brian, the big thanks goes to my butt for putting up with all of the abuse during the Cleanse. Also Jeffrey and Dan for supporting me even after they stopped and quit respectively. And I would thank Craitzy for putting up with me being on the Cleanse while I visited her in Boston, but since she and Jeffrey are enemies, it might be too controversial to thank her.
11:59pm - It's the end of Day 10! I'm having my last cup of laxative tea right now and looking forward to tomorrow!!
BRIAN KENNEDY
7:26am - LAST. SALT. WATER. FLUSH. EVER.
8:49am - My tongue is slowly starting to turn pink again, a sign that my body is almost done detoxing. Another sign is that I just had 3 eliminations in 30 minutes! That's the fastest the salt water flush has played me yet. Mostly liquid too. The brown poopy flakes are almost gone. I think I'm going to make a cereal called Brown Poopy Flakes. It's mascot will be this, and if you save up enough UPCs you can send in for a toilet shaped cereal bowel. Delicious.
1:16pm – I'm writing my acceptance speech for when I receive the Golden Lemon at tonight's Master Cleanse Awards 2007. Here's who I have to thank so far: Jeffrey, for helping me make it thorough the first few days; my TiVo and my Netflix account, for the distraction; Yogi Tea, the makers of "Get Regular". Beta, for sticking with me for all 10 days of this bitch; my toilet, for putting up with all of my shit; and of course my butt, for being such a trooper through out this whole ordeal.
6:47pm - I just made my last batch of lemon/maple juice for LIFE! You don't even know how excited I am. The next time I see maple syrup, it better be on a stack of buttermilk pancakes. The next time I see a lemon or a lime, it better be in a vodka & tonic or gin & tonic, respectively. The next time I see cayenne pepper... it better be in whatever food you season with cayenne pepper that I'm about to eat!
11:05pm - Probiotics? Shit! Did I miss a step in coming off The Cleanse? I definitely feel weird "digesty stuff" happening and thought that would pan out by now. I am having a slumber party at Cody's apartment. We ate canteloupe and drank OJ. I love OJ. Tonight, in my improv show, I played a fat kid who couldn't fit inside a rollercoaster.... and the beat goes on, the beat goes on...
BETA FIPPEL
12:55pm - Mama Mia! Things sure are getting heated in the comments section of this blog. In other news, I'm not sure if you've heard, but it's the LAST DAY OF THE CLEANSE!!!! I woke up late (no work today) and did the salt water flush, which went straight through me (because I want to be just like Brian). Now I'm sitting here doing research on what I'm supposed to consume for the next few days. I really, truly cannot believe that I just did this for 10 days (almost). And that, for the most part, I was able to maintain my busy life as I normally would. Can't wait for orange juice tomorrow. For now, I'd better go buy some probiotics or something.
5:54pm - I'm about to head off to my improv class, but figured I should do a little bit of Cleanse reflection beforehand. When I get my Golden Lemon tonight at the Master Cleanse Awards show (I stole this idea from Brian, even though his entry is below mine), I'll be taking the negative anti-thanks route. I will reverse-thank the amount of time I've wasted during the past 10 days squeezing lemons. I will reverse-thank all of the people who thought it would be cute or funny to offer me lots of food to eat. And I will reverse-thank salt for making me want to die every morning for 10 days. But, like Brian, the big thanks goes to my butt for putting up with all of the abuse during the Cleanse. Also Jeffrey and Dan for supporting me even after they stopped and quit respectively. And I would thank Craitzy for putting up with me being on the Cleanse while I visited her in Boston, but since she and Jeffrey are enemies, it might be too controversial to thank her.
11:59pm - It's the end of Day 10! I'm having my last cup of laxative tea right now and looking forward to tomorrow!!
BRIAN KENNEDY
7:26am - LAST. SALT. WATER. FLUSH. EVER.
8:49am - My tongue is slowly starting to turn pink again, a sign that my body is almost done detoxing. Another sign is that I just had 3 eliminations in 30 minutes! That's the fastest the salt water flush has played me yet. Mostly liquid too. The brown poopy flakes are almost gone. I think I'm going to make a cereal called Brown Poopy Flakes. It's mascot will be this, and if you save up enough UPCs you can send in for a toilet shaped cereal bowel. Delicious.
1:16pm – I'm writing my acceptance speech for when I receive the Golden Lemon at tonight's Master Cleanse Awards 2007. Here's who I have to thank so far: Jeffrey, for helping me make it thorough the first few days; my TiVo and my Netflix account, for the distraction; Yogi Tea, the makers of "Get Regular". Beta, for sticking with me for all 10 days of this bitch; my toilet, for putting up with all of my shit; and of course my butt, for being such a trooper through out this whole ordeal.
6:47pm - I just made my last batch of lemon/maple juice for LIFE! You don't even know how excited I am. The next time I see maple syrup, it better be on a stack of buttermilk pancakes. The next time I see a lemon or a lime, it better be in a vodka & tonic or gin & tonic, respectively. The next time I see cayenne pepper... it better be in whatever food you season with cayenne pepper that I'm about to eat!
Monday, November 5, 2007
Day Nine
JEFFREY MARX
1:03am - It's not living in New York that can make a person crazy. It's the people who live here. Today, one of my best friends, Eric, and I decided that everyone is crazy. That makes me feel better. Do crazy people know they are going crazy? I don't think so. I am safe. I finally took a giant crap and feel better. For dinner, I had veggie pizza on a whole wheat crust (no cheese) and a ton of water. Veggies are my new favorite food. They tasted sooo good. Like there was a party in my tummy!
5:32pm - Great energy today. I feel on track, digestively speaking. I would expand more, but will keep my section on the cleanse blog on topic. Congrats to Beth and Brian who are about to be on Day 10! I'm working out of the office this week, so maybe I'll update and maybe I won't. Peace!
5:34pm - One last thing... The Cleanse hasn't been about the food for me. I think it means different things to different people. So, to say 'I effectively ended the cleanse the second you started eating all that stupid food' doesn't really have bearing on what I learned (and am trying to live) from The Cleanse. I can't wait to watch 'Prison Break' tonight!
BETA FIPPEL
10:50am - For the past couple of days, I've woken up with some pretty wicked heartburn. I guess that's to be expected when one is consuming so much citric acid, right? I'm hoping that now that I'm back to hand-squeezing the lemons, thereby basically eliminating the pulp, I can get rid of the 'burn. I'm not sure if the addition of pulp is what's been causing it. We'll see. I know you're on the edge of your seat right now, so I'll let you know first thing tomorrow. Also, my sense of smell is definitely heightened. Which isn't a good thing in New York. Especially at Union Square. Is it just me or does every other square foot in Union Square smell like vomit??
1:50pm - I just got a raise! I think it's the Cleanse.
BRIAN KENNEDY
9:01am - As Beta posted last night, I think these last two days of the cleanse are going to be pretty easy. At this point it's all routine. The salt water flushes are no biggie, I can handle being around food and just appreciating it for the smell, and I've even lost interest in examining my poop. I really do feel great, like I have a whole new attitude on life. And soon, I hope to be dressing like this
11:38am - Okay, I know I just posted that I have grown tired of looking at my poop… but then something exciting happened! As per usual, liquid was flowing out of my very tired a-hole, when all of the sudden, I felt something solid squeeze past. Glory, glory, it was a tini tiny turdlette! I was pretty excited. Granted, it was no bigger than a rasinette, but still, this is the first time my butt has passed something solid since Day Two. I'm not really sure what it could be since I haven't eaten anything in over 200 hours. My only thought is that perhaps it's the accumulation of 8 days worth of lemon and lime pulp. Whatever it is, I'll take it!
7:50pm - As good as I feel, I would be lying if I didn't say that I am very much looking forward for this cleanse to be over. Although I am not at all hungry, I am still missing food. A lot. One of the most important things that this cleanse has revealed to me, is how codependent my mood is on food. I can't tell you how many time I was bored/stressed/irritated at work this last week and found myself saying, "God, if I could just run across the street to the deli and get a snack like I usually do, I would feel SO MUCH BETTER right now." But instead of doing so, I had to push though whatever emotion was bothering me, or wait until it passed. I'd like to think that post-cleanse I will be able to continue to face my moodiness without resorting to food, but honestly, I just don't see that happening. Hopefully, the least I can do is make a conscious effort to change what types of foods I am using to comfort myself with. One of my favorite things to snack on is raw nuts. (Am I the only one who giggled at that?) But recently, pre-cleanse, I started sliding down that slippery junk food slope. Cool Ranch Doritos, cookies, muffins, scones, Reese's Pieces, Peanut M&M's, Chipwiches!. I am hoping that the completion of this cleanse will at least help me to curb such naughty cravings. The nuts are probably okay to stay. But on top of that I'd like to try and add a lot more fruits and veggies. Mmmm, my mouth is starting to water just thinking about it!
On a related codependency note, I can't believe that I have gone 9 days without any alcohol! Seriously, when do I get my first sobriety chip? I can't remember that last time that I abstained from liquor for this long. It had to have been before I started drinking. So that would be... 4th grade? (J/K I didn't start drinking until college. Settle down you prudes!) But seriously, I am an alcoholic. Sadly, it didn't take the cleanse to teach me that. I already knew.
1:03am - It's not living in New York that can make a person crazy. It's the people who live here. Today, one of my best friends, Eric, and I decided that everyone is crazy. That makes me feel better. Do crazy people know they are going crazy? I don't think so. I am safe. I finally took a giant crap and feel better. For dinner, I had veggie pizza on a whole wheat crust (no cheese) and a ton of water. Veggies are my new favorite food. They tasted sooo good. Like there was a party in my tummy!
5:32pm - Great energy today. I feel on track, digestively speaking. I would expand more, but will keep my section on the cleanse blog on topic. Congrats to Beth and Brian who are about to be on Day 10! I'm working out of the office this week, so maybe I'll update and maybe I won't. Peace!
5:34pm - One last thing... The Cleanse hasn't been about the food for me. I think it means different things to different people. So, to say 'I effectively ended the cleanse the second you started eating all that stupid food' doesn't really have bearing on what I learned (and am trying to live) from The Cleanse. I can't wait to watch 'Prison Break' tonight!
BETA FIPPEL
10:50am - For the past couple of days, I've woken up with some pretty wicked heartburn. I guess that's to be expected when one is consuming so much citric acid, right? I'm hoping that now that I'm back to hand-squeezing the lemons, thereby basically eliminating the pulp, I can get rid of the 'burn. I'm not sure if the addition of pulp is what's been causing it. We'll see. I know you're on the edge of your seat right now, so I'll let you know first thing tomorrow. Also, my sense of smell is definitely heightened. Which isn't a good thing in New York. Especially at Union Square. Is it just me or does every other square foot in Union Square smell like vomit??
1:50pm - I just got a raise! I think it's the Cleanse.
BRIAN KENNEDY
9:01am - As Beta posted last night, I think these last two days of the cleanse are going to be pretty easy. At this point it's all routine. The salt water flushes are no biggie, I can handle being around food and just appreciating it for the smell, and I've even lost interest in examining my poop. I really do feel great, like I have a whole new attitude on life. And soon, I hope to be dressing like this
11:38am - Okay, I know I just posted that I have grown tired of looking at my poop… but then something exciting happened! As per usual, liquid was flowing out of my very tired a-hole, when all of the sudden, I felt something solid squeeze past. Glory, glory, it was a tini tiny turdlette! I was pretty excited. Granted, it was no bigger than a rasinette, but still, this is the first time my butt has passed something solid since Day Two. I'm not really sure what it could be since I haven't eaten anything in over 200 hours. My only thought is that perhaps it's the accumulation of 8 days worth of lemon and lime pulp. Whatever it is, I'll take it!
7:50pm - As good as I feel, I would be lying if I didn't say that I am very much looking forward for this cleanse to be over. Although I am not at all hungry, I am still missing food. A lot. One of the most important things that this cleanse has revealed to me, is how codependent my mood is on food. I can't tell you how many time I was bored/stressed/irritated at work this last week and found myself saying, "God, if I could just run across the street to the deli and get a snack like I usually do, I would feel SO MUCH BETTER right now." But instead of doing so, I had to push though whatever emotion was bothering me, or wait until it passed. I'd like to think that post-cleanse I will be able to continue to face my moodiness without resorting to food, but honestly, I just don't see that happening. Hopefully, the least I can do is make a conscious effort to change what types of foods I am using to comfort myself with. One of my favorite things to snack on is raw nuts. (Am I the only one who giggled at that?) But recently, pre-cleanse, I started sliding down that slippery junk food slope. Cool Ranch Doritos, cookies, muffins, scones, Reese's Pieces, Peanut M&M's, Chipwiches!. I am hoping that the completion of this cleanse will at least help me to curb such naughty cravings. The nuts are probably okay to stay. But on top of that I'd like to try and add a lot more fruits and veggies. Mmmm, my mouth is starting to water just thinking about it!
On a related codependency note, I can't believe that I have gone 9 days without any alcohol! Seriously, when do I get my first sobriety chip? I can't remember that last time that I abstained from liquor for this long. It had to have been before I started drinking. So that would be... 4th grade? (J/K I didn't start drinking until college. Settle down you prudes!) But seriously, I am an alcoholic. Sadly, it didn't take the cleanse to teach me that. I already knew.
Sunday, November 4, 2007
Day Eight
JEFFREY MARX
12:02pm - I had a cheeseburger last night. My body was craving meaty protein. I ate some vegetables too. Also, I ventured into giving some Jack Daniels a spin. OMG. Drunk on one drink! I am such a cheap date now! I only had two cocktails and was pretty good. I guess that's one way to cut out liquor! I also tried to eat a Reese's PB cup and it was so gross. I'm not a huge sugar person anyway, but its good to know I am not really worried about candy. However, this morning is not a good day in the elimination department. Note to cleansers - do not eat a cheeseburger too soon after no matter how much your body tells you! I can't seem to squeeze out a single drop of poo! You know what sounds good for lunch? Celery and peanut butter and a gallon of water.
4:50pm - Major poop. Mostly liquid. I am crying it felt so good. Seriously. This whole cleanse has been an emotional rollercoaster. I love it. I hate it. I can't wait to be settled. When is that exactly?
BETA FIPPEL
1:43am - It's actually 2:43am, but I guess we just "fell back" for daylight savings. Tonight was rough. I was around delicious snacky party food (cupcakes, cheese and crackers, chips, etc. etc.) and lots of booze from about 7pm to midnight for Craitzy's birthday party. Not to mention all of the drunk people who probably would have been much more fun to be around had I been drinking. Then, around midnight, we went to a Harvard Law School Gay Ball (very reminiscent of Vassar parties) where there was an open bar. Everybody (except me) proceeded to get even drunker. It was a weird feeling. My sobriety was exaggerated by not only the drunkenness of the people around me, but also all of the thoughts/clarity that the Cleanse has started sending through my brain. I'm heading back to New York at noon and if I can't get up early enough, I may skip the salt water in the morning. Nothing would make me quit the Cleanse quicker than pooping my pants on the Chinatown bus. I'm feeling very hungry right now. I'm going to bed.
11:46am - I was supposed to be on the noon Chinatown bus, but I woke up late, so now I'm aiming for the 1pm bus. I did, indeed, skip the salt water this morning for my butt's sake. And now I'm off to the train station. I had a lot more stuff to "eliminate" this morning than usual, I think because I used a juicer to juice the lemons yesterday, so there was a lot of pulp in my lemonade. I'm boring this morning.
11:42pm - Today was rough. The Cleanse is not a good traveling companion. I'm feeling feverish and kind of out of it right now. I'm wondering if the way I feel has anything to do with skipping the salt water flush, but there are plenty of other factors (being out late last night, traveling all day, not eating) that could be playing a roll. I think the last two days of the cleanse will be a piece of cake. Brian and I were able to do a fun, high energy, coherent improv show tonight, so I'm pretty proud of us!
BRIAN KENNEDY
9:28am - Jeffrey has an out-of-town friend sleeping in our guest room... which is right next to the bathroom. I fear that the sounds of my morning elimination may have roused him from his slumbers. Imagine that being the first thing you hear upon waking.
11:15am - You know what this cleanse has taught me? That your butt is a poop graveyard. Seriously, the stuff that just came out of my ass smelled as if it had been dead and rotting in there for years.
3:43pm - According to the book, a lot of people feel great and find spiritual enlightenment starting day 8. And while I haven't found god, or buddha, or Tom Cruise yet, I do feel pretty fucking amazing today. It didn't hurt that I pampered myself by going on an American Apparel shopping spree and I got my hair did. (Yes, I know the other day I was bitching about not having any money... but I was talking about actual money in the bank. My imaginary, credit card money is practically endless!)
Now that I'm feeling good and this cleanse is coming to an end, I'm starting to set new goals for myself:
A.) Run the NYC Marathon next year. I've actually been thinking about this for awhile, but I became really inspired as I watched the thousands of people run down our block this morning (I was on the lookout for my friend Hallie... and checking out all the cute boys.) I ran in high school, and after college when I quit smoking, and last summer when I was looking for new ways to torture my body. I think if I trained properly, I could do all 26 miles.
B.) Get writing! I know this is always a goal of mine, but it's time to buckle down and get serious. I don't want to be pushing pills for the rest of my life. I've decided to make it my winter project. Come springtime, I better have something accomplished, be it play, screenplay, tv pilot, sketch show, puppet show or pile of shit. Doesn't matter, as long as it's something.
12:10am - I didn't heed Beta's advice and I almost crapped my pants just now. I felt what I thought was just a little fart, and since I never have eliminations at night, I pushed. As we say back home, Uff da! It was a close one. Thankfully, I was already in the bathroom getting ready to take my contacts out, so I didn't have to go far. I just dropped my drawers (which were still dry, thank you very much) and sat on the throne. Lesson learned!
12:02pm - I had a cheeseburger last night. My body was craving meaty protein. I ate some vegetables too. Also, I ventured into giving some Jack Daniels a spin. OMG. Drunk on one drink! I am such a cheap date now! I only had two cocktails and was pretty good. I guess that's one way to cut out liquor! I also tried to eat a Reese's PB cup and it was so gross. I'm not a huge sugar person anyway, but its good to know I am not really worried about candy. However, this morning is not a good day in the elimination department. Note to cleansers - do not eat a cheeseburger too soon after no matter how much your body tells you! I can't seem to squeeze out a single drop of poo! You know what sounds good for lunch? Celery and peanut butter and a gallon of water.
4:50pm - Major poop. Mostly liquid. I am crying it felt so good. Seriously. This whole cleanse has been an emotional rollercoaster. I love it. I hate it. I can't wait to be settled. When is that exactly?
BETA FIPPEL
1:43am - It's actually 2:43am, but I guess we just "fell back" for daylight savings. Tonight was rough. I was around delicious snacky party food (cupcakes, cheese and crackers, chips, etc. etc.) and lots of booze from about 7pm to midnight for Craitzy's birthday party. Not to mention all of the drunk people who probably would have been much more fun to be around had I been drinking. Then, around midnight, we went to a Harvard Law School Gay Ball (very reminiscent of Vassar parties) where there was an open bar. Everybody (except me) proceeded to get even drunker. It was a weird feeling. My sobriety was exaggerated by not only the drunkenness of the people around me, but also all of the thoughts/clarity that the Cleanse has started sending through my brain. I'm heading back to New York at noon and if I can't get up early enough, I may skip the salt water in the morning. Nothing would make me quit the Cleanse quicker than pooping my pants on the Chinatown bus. I'm feeling very hungry right now. I'm going to bed.
11:46am - I was supposed to be on the noon Chinatown bus, but I woke up late, so now I'm aiming for the 1pm bus. I did, indeed, skip the salt water this morning for my butt's sake. And now I'm off to the train station. I had a lot more stuff to "eliminate" this morning than usual, I think because I used a juicer to juice the lemons yesterday, so there was a lot of pulp in my lemonade. I'm boring this morning.
11:42pm - Today was rough. The Cleanse is not a good traveling companion. I'm feeling feverish and kind of out of it right now. I'm wondering if the way I feel has anything to do with skipping the salt water flush, but there are plenty of other factors (being out late last night, traveling all day, not eating) that could be playing a roll. I think the last two days of the cleanse will be a piece of cake. Brian and I were able to do a fun, high energy, coherent improv show tonight, so I'm pretty proud of us!
BRIAN KENNEDY
9:28am - Jeffrey has an out-of-town friend sleeping in our guest room... which is right next to the bathroom. I fear that the sounds of my morning elimination may have roused him from his slumbers. Imagine that being the first thing you hear upon waking.
11:15am - You know what this cleanse has taught me? That your butt is a poop graveyard. Seriously, the stuff that just came out of my ass smelled as if it had been dead and rotting in there for years.
3:43pm - According to the book, a lot of people feel great and find spiritual enlightenment starting day 8. And while I haven't found god, or buddha, or Tom Cruise yet, I do feel pretty fucking amazing today. It didn't hurt that I pampered myself by going on an American Apparel shopping spree and I got my hair did. (Yes, I know the other day I was bitching about not having any money... but I was talking about actual money in the bank. My imaginary, credit card money is practically endless!)
Now that I'm feeling good and this cleanse is coming to an end, I'm starting to set new goals for myself:
A.) Run the NYC Marathon next year. I've actually been thinking about this for awhile, but I became really inspired as I watched the thousands of people run down our block this morning (I was on the lookout for my friend Hallie... and checking out all the cute boys.) I ran in high school, and after college when I quit smoking, and last summer when I was looking for new ways to torture my body. I think if I trained properly, I could do all 26 miles.
B.) Get writing! I know this is always a goal of mine, but it's time to buckle down and get serious. I don't want to be pushing pills for the rest of my life. I've decided to make it my winter project. Come springtime, I better have something accomplished, be it play, screenplay, tv pilot, sketch show, puppet show or pile of shit. Doesn't matter, as long as it's something.
12:10am - I didn't heed Beta's advice and I almost crapped my pants just now. I felt what I thought was just a little fart, and since I never have eliminations at night, I pushed. As we say back home, Uff da! It was a close one. Thankfully, I was already in the bathroom getting ready to take my contacts out, so I didn't have to go far. I just dropped my drawers (which were still dry, thank you very much) and sat on the throne. Lesson learned!
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